Am i the one?
Am i the one? Really, i can't do much for you because i'm not rich and don't have much money, and i don't know how to be romantic, i have STM and forget my promises and i can't always be there for you. Unlike other guys, I can't write songs for you or sing for you. I don't buy you gifts like flower, rings and pandas. God! I can't even start a conversation and always also late to meet you. I'm also not very good looking or cute.
I know you don't feel love or safe with me but when can i do. Since young i don't really know how is it like to be loved or safe, always beten and stuff. In turn now i don't know how to show my love for you.
But im sure that i will protect you to the best i can, i will love you more than anyone else. When you cry i want to be there to lend you my shoulder and wipe off your tears. When your sad i want to make you smile. When your hungry i want to be the one who cooks or buy for you and to feed you. When your sick, I want to take care of you till you get better. When people bully you i want to be the one who protects you. I want to be there for you constantly.
Do you know how usless i feel when that guy is constantly stalking your blog (maybe you) and i can't do anything about it? Do you know how much my heartachs when your hungry or when your sick? I know you fear committment but i am willing to wait be it 30, 40years i can wait.
I'm on top of the world when with you although i don't show it. When im with you, i feel that all my problems justs dissappear. Your what makes me smile, what motivate me to wake up every morning to see the daylight. Your like the sun in my sky, your what keeps me going evreyday. Just like plants without water, without you'll i'll die and life is meaningless and i can't wait to see you again and to hold you in my arms.
I may have lost my touch in flirting and sweet talk that some girls are dying to hear, and i may have stop writing poems but my love for you is more than that...
After reading this you may think that i'm not the one for you but you are the one of me and i'm sure of it. So if you think i'm on the one and dicide to break up, i won't blame you, it's my fault... So i'm sorry for my defects and shortfall. If you choose to leave me, i will keep on loving you and you'll be my jie again, if you don't mind...
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my girl, my everything