I've been reframing from blogging past few days cause i know if i pour out its not going to make people happy when they read and it my worsen things.
Anyway, i've been trying to stay happy recently, not working, like last night, i tried to be happy but when i wake up, the hurt just comes back 10 times as hard. People keep telling me give her some time bla bla bla, BUT have you ever though about me, When you want to break, did you thnk about me anot. Now? Do you have any idea what i'm going through just to pass the day. Hours is like days, Days is like months. How much it hurts to sleep alone and to wake up alone. No1 is there to cheer you up when your down. I can tell you, i've been pouring out whats been happening and wat happened untill people bwg. After all we done and gone trhough you just want to throw it away... You know the real reason is a misunderstand, if you ask i can explain.
You know if it will work if you don't give me a second chance, i can tell you it will be diffrent. If the second chance doesn't work out, i won't disturb you anymore. Just act as your my friend. Remeber the first thing you told me? " I may not be the first and I hope i'm the last" I want to fufil this promise for you but you don't give me the chance. Theres alot i can do that i've haven't done yet. All i'm asking for is a second chance. How can you bear to see me like this. I know i can't bear to see you like this. You know that many times i nearly just fainted on the spot. After all that has been said and done you want to just throw it away. I promise this time will be diffrent, baby just give me a second chance...